12/5 Hello journal, you know i feel a little guilty today. I was just hanging out with my good friend the other day and i started to notice just how hot she was but i know that were just friends. So i tried to be a little playful and get her attention by jokeing around and pinching her butt and ticking her a little. Well she was laughing so much that i got carried away and started wrestling with her, We were roling around on the floor and laughing it up until the strap on her tank top fell down and i could see her white cotton lace bra. She looked at me and a smile came to the corner of her mouth. She just pulled off the tank top and started wrestling with me again. We had never really thought of seeing the other person nude as a sexual thing because we were roomates in college and she and i had to share a single bathroom so once in a while i would have to wlk in on her taking a shower so i could get ready for class. But yesterday when we were wrestling i got really hot. After she took off her top i just pulled off mine and as soon as that happened she took of her tight fitting jeans. After she took off her pants all rules were off. WE started kissing and touching eachother all over. It was sooo exciting! Each of our hands exploring the others body for the first time, Moving up her thigh over her hips and on to her erect nipples. I was never soo turned on before. She started bitting my nipples, lightly at first, then she started kissing lower and lower until she got to my thigh then she came up again till she found what she was looking for and started going down on me. It was amazing she knew just how i liked it and she just wouldn't stop. When we both finally climaxed a few times we just layed exausted on the floor. Finally she had to leave for work and so we both got up and got dressed. But now when i think about it i just feal bad because she has a boyfriend and it's kinda like she cheated on him for me. The worst part about it that i want to do it again. I just don't know what to do journal. i just do not know. Am i a bad person for doing what i did? i hope not because it just feels too good to be bad. well i'll see you tomorrow journal.